Tear Stained Uniforms by LoveLustForgotten, literature
Literature
Tear Stained Uniforms
Skies of gray and streets of red,
Bodies burn in ditches.
The bombs are dropping overhead,
As bodies are sewed with stitches.
The sights and sounds as blood is shed,
Is much too hard to bear.
But children cry, my mothers dead,
And no one seems to care.
This battle has been fought for years,
And we have gained no ground.
While grass is soaked with soldiers tears,
What answers have we found?
Leave your goodbye at the tone by LoveLustForgotten, literature
Literature
Leave your goodbye at the tone
hello, i am calling today to say
hello and goodbye for the the last time.
I am leaving, and this I'm time I'm not coming back.
I've been trying, to make this work
Oh how I tryed to make this work
Lovely, lovely, little baby,
How I loved you,
And now look where we are.
I did everything in my power to make you happy
But tell me baby, what did i get?
What did i get?
I got lies, and excuses
I got tied up in your words
I forgave you
I obeyed you
But now I have to say goodbye.
I made you breakfast,
I made you lunch,
I did every goddam thing you asked.
I was happy.
Now I'm lonely,
Because the look in your eyes,
Tells my no
i love you
-i love her
i love you
-i'm busy
i love you
-i'm leaving
i love you
-i've gotta go drink
i love you
-i'm sorry
i love you
-lets be friends
how come no one says it back?
Her lips,
A dark scarlet clung to their beauty,
How I wish to kiss those lips,
That pout and pucker,
That move with each word she says,
Changing and shaping each sound as if each was a gift of its own,
Lips that show emotion,
Her emotion,
They curl at the ends as she smiles,
I reach forward and kiss them,
My lips form to her smile as I wrap my arms around my love,
We fall on the blanket and laugh,
I cup her jaw and kiss her again,
My chest is filled with an overwhelming sense of happiness,
She burys her face in the nape of my neck and rests,
I feel her lips on my shoulder,
The lips that I have tasted, explored and mem
Lost in the middle by LoveLustForgotten, literature
Literature
Lost in the middle
So what,
Just because i'm letting you down down doesn't give you the right to push me
Im tired of being this lost
Im tired of being your toy
Im done being in the middle
You figure it out
Im finished trying with you
You've only let me down
I will tell you this
Im only this way because of what you've done
You can't put the blame on me
This is not my fault
I used to love you and what you did
Now i know the truth and I'm afraid
alone
dissapointed
Im missing my innosense
Im missing my heart
trust
love
This is my serenade by LoveLustForgotten, literature
Literature
This is my serenade
It hurts to live
but also to die,
but then at least
you cannot cry.
The tears dont burn
your eyes dont swell
unless i guess
you're sent to hell.
You are alone,
you are then free,
unless i guess
you die with me.
Wrapped in my arms,
with me you'll stay
never again,
to greet the day.
But if i die
I'll die from me,
taking my life,
granting my pleas.
Living with pain,
crying the tears,
holding you gently,
facing our fears,
I'll kiss you once,
and if you stay.
Maybe I'll put,
the gun away.
Leave your goodbye at the tone by LoveLustForgotten, literature
Literature
Leave your goodbye at the tone
hello, i am calling today to say
hello and goodbye for the the last time.
I am leaving, and this I'm time I'm not coming back.
I've been trying, to make this work
Oh how I tryed to make this work
Lovely, lovely, little baby,
How I loved you,
And now look where we are.
I did everything in my power to make you happy
But tell me baby, what did i get?
What did i get?
I got lies, and excuses
I got tied up in your words
I forgave you
I obeyed you
But now I have to say goodbye.
I made you breakfast,
I made you lunch,
I did every goddam thing you asked.
I was happy.
Now I'm lonely,
Because the look in your eyes,
Tells my no
These are my alibis by LoveLustForgotten, literature
Literature
These are my alibis
Do you hear yourself?
Do you know what this means?
Do you want me to stay?
Do you want me to leave?
Or is it that you just don't want me at all?
Because you just build me up,
to get ready to fall.
If you actually care,
and want me with you,
could I even trust,
that you would be true?
I do not need your disappointment.
Yet I cannot leave.
I do not need this anguish.
Yet, thats all you bring.
I do not need you in my life.
Yet I'm addicted.
By nature,
You are my methamphetamine.
You are my narcotic.
You are my nicotine.
I can't quit you.
I need you.
I crave you.
I want you.
Her lips,
A dark scarlet clung to their beauty,
How I wish to kiss those lips,
That pout and pucker,
That move with each word she says,
Changing and shaping each sound as if each was a gift of its own,
Lips that show emotion,
Her emotion,
They curl at the ends as she smiles,
I reach forward and kiss them,
My lips form to her smile as I wrap my arms around my love,
We fall on the blanket and laugh,
I cup her jaw and kiss her again,
My chest is filled with an overwhelming sense of happiness,
She burys her face in the nape of my neck and rests,
I feel her lips on my shoulder,
The lips that I have tasted, explored and mem
Trish_9822: Wats ^ grl?
Lil_Hottie_1219: Nm U?
Trish_9822: I just called Tucker & he said he cant go 2mrw!!
Lil_Hottie_1219: Nuh uh!
Trish_9822: Ya! Can u believe him. He just ditched us!
Lil_Hottie_1219: That sux. Brb sum1 just IMd me.
Lily clicked on the IM box that appeared on her screen. The name was Dark_Blue_Like_You. This must be Tucker. she thought.
Dark_Blue_Like_You: Click on this link. HERE
Lil_Hottie_1219: Whatever Tucker
Lily clicked on the link. A black page popped up. She stared at it, nothing happened. It wasnt loading, it was just a black page. She clicked in the middle of the page. A smudg
Though the sobbing had stopped,
I could not end the tears that ran down my cheeks,
Softly spilling onto my pillow case, creating a puddle.
Nor could I end the soft quick rasps that escaped my throat every few seconds.
But all that sorrow is not without retribution,
And I am relieved.
For this is the most real emotion I have felt in what feels like forever.
Like the flowers on a tomb, that little bit of happiness in a sea of despair.
I do not take pity, nor do I want it.
I am just realizing that this was real.
A feeling,
Something needed to fill this emptiness that has taken over me.
I know the happiness is temporary, but that i
I try to live with these things that i do
but the more i try it hurts
and pulls me deep
back into
this painful place
and i try to climb back
up the walls that keep me enclosed
in my own self pity and
disgust that i let
rule my
life
I am done with feeling like I dont matter,
Like I'm something you can take and leave whenever you please.
I am not just something you can pick up and put down
again and again
you tell me you care
you tell me you love
but i guess you thought wrong because
love never stops
it never dies
it never leaves
but you do
so what am i supposed to do now?
fall back into the same old shit i was in before?
forget everything?
stop?
what do you need?
what do you want?
how much do you care?
do you care at all?
am i just an escape?
can you be by yourself?
did i really mean that much to you?
or was i just an excuse?
am i now all alon
Lost in the middle by LoveLustForgotten, literature
Literature
Lost in the middle
So what,
Just because i'm letting you down down doesn't give you the right to push me
Im tired of being this lost
Im tired of being your toy
Im done being in the middle
You figure it out
Im finished trying with you
You've only let me down
I will tell you this
Im only this way because of what you've done
You can't put the blame on me
This is not my fault
I used to love you and what you did
Now i know the truth and I'm afraid
alone
dissapointed
Im missing my innosense
Im missing my heart
trust
love
So dude... Gone
I had a chick... Gone
Cigarettes... Still here
Thats about it, Im over it. It wasnt a big deal, I mean it didnt last long and so we didnt get that close... Sooooo wtf ever
Okay???
Okay -nods-
He makes me smile and that means alot,
He says he really likes me,
Im not sure what to think,
I have such mixed feelings,
I want to be with him now,
I want to hug him,
He gets all akward and I love that,
It means he doesn't want to say something wrong,
I love the feelings that he gives me,
And we haven't even kissed..
....
Break is taking way to long. I want to party. If there's someone who's going to a party, let me know. I need some socializing. I need to write, and paint. But I can't.